life rant Jun 16, 2008

a rant oh yes where do i begin ….here it goes….it’s like fuck heather anymore oh well we will just put her on the back burner…while she is there we’ll just let her fucking burn…life is pissing me off…but i guess it’s better to be pissed off than on….i’ll tell ya what why don’t you just crumble me up like a piece of damn paper and throw me in the damn trash and fuckin dispose of me and get it over with…what am i not fuckin human…does people not think i have feelings?….(that’s one thing i wish i didn’t have)…and yet people say it will get better….well it gets shitty and shittier more and more…it’s like i walk a shit storm…then boom i’m back into a shit storm again…it’s like a damn repeat anymore(lmao)….like a fucking record that’s stuck(lol)….pretty damn bad when life is like that…but then again LADIES AND GENTLEMEN WELCOME TO MY FUCKED UP LIFE…well at least i can say that’s my life bitch(lmao)…once again crumble me up and throw me away(lmao,but i am used to it)…this is too much i am crackin myself up…but at least i am straight up with honesty(like the song all these things i hate by bullet for my valentinet i can relate to damn near every line of the song) that song tells it all…

HERE ARE THE LYRICS—–
Once more I’ll say goodbye to you Things happen, but we don’t really know why if it’s supposed to be like this why do most of us ignore the chance to miss oh yeah Torn apart at the seams as my dreams turn to tears I’m not feeling the situation Run away try to find that safe place you can hideIt’s the best place to be when you’re feeling like Me! (Me)Yeah! (Yeah) All these things I hate revolve around Me! (Me)Yeah! (Yeah) Just back off before i snap
Once more you tell those lies to me Why can’t you just be straight up with honesty (honesty,honesty) When you say those things in my ear Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear (wanna hear,wanna hear) oh yeah (yeah!) Wear your heart on your sleeve make things hard to believe I’m not feeling the situation Run away try to find that safe place you can hide It’s the best place to be when you’re feeling like Me! (Me)Yeah! (Yeah) All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)Yeah! (Yeah) Just back off before I snap and you’ll see! (me)Me! (Me) All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)Yeah! (Yeah)Just back off before I snap
Torn apart at the seams as my dreams turn to tears I’m not feeling the situation Run away try to find that safe place you can hide It’s the best place to be when you’re feeling like me(it’s the best place to be when you’re!)Me! (Me)Yeah! (Yeah)All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)Yeah! (Yeah)Just back off before I snap and you’ll see (Me)Me! (Me)All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)Yeah! (Yeah)Just back off before I snap

but then again there are too many songs that represent my life…music must really help me keep my sanity…imagine that one thing(lmao)….WELL ALL IN ALL IT COMES DOWN TO ME BEING SICK OF TRYING TO FIGURE LIFE OUT AND PEOPLE IN IT….the more i try the more i get no where…well tata for now