heart/pain Jan 20, 2009

it’s funny how a person comes into your life unexpectedly you fall for the person you start to pour your heart out i’m sure they know that you are after having a wall built around your heart so it doesn’t get broken no more which sucks cause then u got to tear the wall down and trust again but trust the person not to break it i am trusting someone right now not to break it i hope it doesn’t get broke again i can’t do it again i am sick of having to do it again and again i just hope that i am as special to him as he is to me cause then maybe it will spare the both of us that kind of pain again i have my heart open to him i don’t want to be just a fling or someone he’s just going to drop or someone he might leave for someone else or something one of my weaknesses is telling my feelings cause usually they get smashed to pieces but i have to try to work on that later for now can’t think of anything else to put in here right now